Frankie's Joint: October 2013

WARNING AT BOTTOM OF PAGE

This is a mental health/mental illness blog dealing with daily life with words that are real and raw, video, pics, and music chosen by one fucked-up kitty. I am diagnosed Bipolar, with (crippling) Anxiety Disorder, and seriously horrific PTSD.

Sometimes it's a real treat of Freedom of Speech and Crazy to let it out, and scream something out in public when you just lose it, and let the stress out of your sails in one quick go, unlike the "unlucky" majority. Nope. Can't say everything is bad 100% of the time. Now take your meds and get ready...

This blog is permanently under construction/destruction.

The only "holiday" worth celebrating.
Lately the generic seroquel has been doing me some good and relieving me of some anxiety, depression, and vague suicidal thoughts. I'm ok. I keep telling myself that I'm ok...

A Bit About Me

Bipolar II with some borderline traits. Not "high-functioning". Also have massive crippling Anxiety Disorder, and PTSD. I'm suffering from that agoraphobia shit 98% of the time, and can't get out alone except in the wee hours of the dark morning. I believe I have undiagnosed social anxiety.
I don't pretend to be a writer. I'm a shitty writer and often too lazy to use spellcheck.
This is a real and raw blog, and that's your other warning. I say and write inappropriate things swear like crazy, and find it hard to edit my shit, in person or in writing. Such is the curse of being nuts. Also, my pages will look pretty primitive since I'm technophobic.